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I'm so sorry but I love you.
You have to smile like nothing ever happened.

LJ Made; New SY Insecurities
Saturday, May 23, 2009

Ok, I made that LJ, as promised.
It's here. ( http://xxceejayargee.livejournal.com/ )
~
Ok, onto other business, the new school year scares me.
I mean, having spent 7 years in that building, wouldn't you grow fond of it? D:
High School scares me. It's so uncolorful. There aren't any shapes and colors and polite reminders.
Instead, they'll be replaced by Algebraic equations and formulas and scary stuff like that.
Gah, why oh why does life have to keep going?
Can't it stop for you to enjoy the present more, to not worry about the future? :

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MOOD: Fangirly
WATCHING: DBSK Drama - Unforgettable Love

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Things Only the Blind Can See
Thursday, May 21, 2009

Yesterday, I went with my mom to the clinic to have my eyes checked.
Since the doctor was still busy with other patient and we were'nt in a hurry, I went to take a nap for a few hours in my mom's office's bed.
After my lengthy nap, the nurses said that it was my turn with the opthalmologist.
And, not surprisingly, the grade went up. (From 6.75 / 7.50 to 7.00 / 7.75)
I handed the pair of glasses I was wearing to the doctor to have the lenses changed since I still had a spare pair at home.
My tita was the one to bring me home since my parents had some fancy dinner to go to. Since I was next to blind, I couldn't see a thing clearly.
But I enjoyed the ride though. The street's lights were colorful circles bobbing up and down. :))
Anyway, when we reached the area near Market! Market! my tita turned to me and asked, "Critty, san tayo daan?", forgetting that everything I saw was a hazy blur. But since I could still recognize the shapes of the light s at some point, I gave her the directions out of Market! Market!'s venue. But when we reached The Fort, we got lost because everything was dark making it harder for me to see than it already was.
But she was able to maneuver us out of that mess and I got home safely.
When I got home, I immediately groped my desk for a case of the spare glasses and-- ah, sight, how I missed you!
So now I'm stuck with the glasses I used in Grade 6.

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MOOD: Sleepy
LISTENING TO: Lollipop - Big Bang

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New iPod D:
Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Nyu~
I need a new iPod.
I'm putting too many videos into my measly iPod Nano and I don't think it can take anymore.
I have to save up for one though because I don't have relatives who can buy me one just because I've graduated.
They're too cheap and shitty for that.
What would be better though, an iPod Touch that's highest memory capacity is 32gb, or an iPod Classic, with a memory capacity of 120gb?
Gah, too hard. D:

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MOOD: Obsessed
WATCHING: DBSK Dangerous Love

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DBSK Dramas
Tuesday, May 19, 2009



Oh, the DBSK Banjun (?) Dramas are so awesome!

The one I just watched, Dangerous Love, was the funniest yet.

Jaejoong was getting paranoid about Yunho liking him; Junsu and Changmin are lost, help captive by a stalker bitch; and Yoochon is being emo because he misses Junsu and Changmin.

SO EPIC! XD

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TEMPOTEMPOTEMPO
Thursday, May 14, 2009



OMG, TOP IS SO HOT. D:
Look at that face! It's practically screaming, "LOVE ME"! > D <
I may be stealing Ate Mea's "husband" and Regina's "man", but look! He's just so cuuuute!
At first, I though I would be Seungri's fangirl, but when I listened to Haru Haru again after not watching/listening to it for a while, TOP just got me addicted to his really cool voice. Regina calls it "the shit voice", but it's a really cool voice.
GAH. I'm turning into a fangirl. *slaps self*
Damn you, Regina! You are Korean-izing me!
I am a fan of Japanese culture! Not Korean. D:<
Although both for me is still fine. :)
Anyway, the bottom line is: T O P I S L O V E.

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MOOD: Lazy
LISTENING TO: Haru Haru - Big Bang

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F.R.E.S.H
Tuesday, May 12, 2009


Pado-chorom buswejin ne mam
Baram-chorom hundur-rinun ne mam
Yongi-chorom sarajin ne sarang
Munsin-chorom jiwe-jijiga anha
Hansuman tang-i kojira shi-jyo~o~o
Ne gasum-sogen monjiman sah-ijyo~o
(Say goodbye)

-- Haru Haru, Big Bang

GAH.
How the hell do you sing to this??
I may have nothing against Korean stuff but singing to THAT *points at above* is going to kill me.

When it's come to Japanese vs. Korean, Japanese na lang.
Don't get me wrong, I'm fine with either, but at least I'd understand it and sing to it better if it were in Japanese. :l
Anyway, HARU HARU IS SO AWESOME. T ______ T

Everyone in Big Bang has natural emo eyes. Except the guy.I'm not sure what his name is, but whatever.
Basta, siya.

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Harder to Breathe
Monday, May 11, 2009

Ugh.
I've been sick for four days now.
38.5° for the past three days and now I'm having a really hard time to breathe.
It's like every time I try to inhale, something invisible presses onto my chest and stops me from taking a whole breath.
Gah, what the fuck is this??


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MOOD: In pain.
LISTENING TO: Waking Up in Vegas - Katy Perry

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Facebook Quizzes
Monday, May 4, 2009

I find them fun and interesting.
Right now, I'm answering several quizzes at the same time.
The results:

IN WHICH STEREOTYPE DO YOU FIT IN? - Loner
IN YOUR CIRCLE OF FRIENDS, WHICH PERSON ARE YOU? - Happy-Go-Lucky-Friend
WHICH TATTOO WILL YOU GET? - Religious Tattoo
WHICH CHAKRA GATE IS OPEN IN YOUR BODY? - Sacral Chakra
WHICH EVIL, EVIL PERSON ARE YOU? - Julius Caesar
WILL YOU SURVIVE THE SWINE FLU? - Died (but not your fault)

I can't really complain about the others but, a religious tattoo? Loner?
I don't think so. :))
By the way, what does "introverted" and "extraverted" mean? :

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MOOD: Uh?-ing
LISTENING TO: Just Dance - Lady GaGa ft. Akon

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Twitter

Hmm.
Twitter seems interesting.
I've been hearing people all over the news going on about "twitter fights".
Is it like Plurk? Maybe I should try it out sometime.

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MOOD: Pissed Off
LISTENING TO: Ride On - DBSK

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Baldness
Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Have you ever wanted to be bald? I have. D:
I know, I know, that's an idea only a crazy shit head would want, but I am a crazy shit head!
I just want to experience not having hair. :(
Imagine, after taking a bath, you needn't've to sit in front of the electric fan and dry your hair!
All you need is to wipe it once and-- VOILA! A dry head!
See? Oh, the possibilities of being bald. :(

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I WANT IT. I WANT IT.



GAH.

I have the sudden wanting for these shoes. D:
I know I can never have them, but I shall continue to dream.
Maybe if I save up I can buy a pair?
3 months' worth of allowances might do it.

; A ;

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Getting Used to Karatedo

Okay, slowly but ever so surely, Karate is getting to me now. I am getting used to waking up in the morning again and getting really sore limbs everyday.
I'm actually looking forward to the new lessons we'll be having.
And I'm making some friends! :D At first, I'd've prefered to stand there alone, since their feet freaked me out.
Their feet, by the way, was brown and had uncut nails. Now, I'm not saying that my feet are better than theirs, it's just that I'm a typically neat person with the exception of my room, and I wouldn't want to be in a room with filthly people.
But anyway, I'm making friends now with a guy who had karate lessons already last year. I asked him what a Kata was (something to promote your belt status or something) and he gave me Rebisco crackers, which I accepted politely even if it was chocolate flavored and I hated chocolate with a vengeance. (I ended up giving it to Amanda when his back was turned)
And this one girl who was my sparring partner and her two sisters. :D
things are turning out better than I expected them to be. :)

USU~ :D

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All-Nighter

Haha, I just puller off an all-nighter with my parents.
I was helping them with some documents they needed to submit to the Government and whatnot. :))
We stayed up until 8AM with the help of coffee.
It surprised me actually that they allowed me to drink coffee.
I guess they couldn't stop me since they were the ones who forced me to stay up the whole night for them and their neglected requirements.
I ended up sleeping at 9AM because the coffee made me all hyper. :))
Woke up at 12NN with only 3 hours of sleep and used the computer for most of the day.

Personally, i hope for another all-nighter. :))

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Karatedo = :(
Friday, April 24, 2009

Gah, my parents enrolled me into this Karatedo class, and I hate it.
Well, not really hate-hate, I just find it a little meh.
It's okay in some terms but I'd prefer my tennis lessons, just like last year. D:
But the instructors have the dirtiest feet. D:
They kept touching me. ~X( Not in a molesting way, but in a "Mali yan, it's like this way". But still! D:
They want us to buy the kimono for Php 750! That's so expensive, considering I'm a cheap ass.
But today, the second day, was better than yesterday. The sensei that I didn't like was absent so I wasn't all that "argh" about it.
The good thing is, I sweat a lot, so that means I'm losing fat (right?) and I have a reason to go Otaku. :))
The senseis said that to address them, say yes or no, good morning or goodbye, we had to say, "Usu!"
Kabaji Munehiro all over again, ne? :))

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Tennis! Yes, please! :D
Saturday, April 18, 2009

WOOT.
My tito sent in the forms for the AFP Summer Sports Program-- thing.
So yeah, my days of lazy boredom are OVER! 8D/

I'll work hard to achieve my goal of loosing teh flabs. :))

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I hope your heart feels relieved
Please forget about me and live on
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by.. -- Haru Haru







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